When Tara turned up she didn't need to pee, at least not significantly, so we started the day with some bondage work. Tara loves bondage and is always happy to get trussed up. In fact, we were able to film several stories while she kept drinking intermittently, so that after several hours she was really starting to feel it. She wore the same suit for a bondage story at the start of the day, and while squirming around she had to change back into it since the opening shots would be used in both the bondage and the desperation movie. This meant that by the time Tara was being held hostage by the disgruntled house owner (that's Seph by the way, a friend of Tara's) she was absolutely dying to go. All that wiggling was not acting, as she was quick to point out. I asked her to hold on as long as she could but she was in a serious state and kept signalling that she "had to go!" That's why, when she loses it, the amount of pee that streams down her leg is huge. I also thought it was a nice touch that she was made to leave the house still wearing her pee-filled shoes which squished when she walked. If one is going to film a scenario, this is the kind that is very satisfying because it works so well. Seph also played a great mean guy, and the plot was even half-way plausible.
In Tara's Waiting For You, we got Tara into a fairly advanced state of desperation before we began filming (well, not new that I suppose), and then turned her loose without interfering so that she just chatted naturally to the camera, talking a lot about how she was feeling, and what did and didn't work for her when she needed to pee and had to hold it. She has a tendency to wiggle her right leg when she needs to go, and does not even realize she is doing it. Seeing Tara's leg wiggle is a sure sign it is time to start filming.
During a conversation between movies, Tara admitted that she found the desperation work fun. That's not a word I've heard too often associated with dying to pee. It's a very uncomfortable feeling, as well all know, and the fact that she is quite excited about it is rather enchanting. She would make a wonderful girlfriend for a desperation lover
