DESPERATE IN D.C.
20 minutes
Cassandra's description: This was my first shoot away from home and in public, and it was quite challenging.
Dave and I spent the morning of the shoot talking about the places he would like to include, mapping out
public transport, and (of course).....tanking up on fluids. D.C. is notorious for being hot, so it seemed
like a good idea to get a little bit extra in otherwise my body would just hang on to it for survival. You
can see that I brought my own (measuring) cup from home - I have this thing about trying to monitor what I
consume now... (better in theory than in practice, because I forget once I get desparate - I need to start
a diary). The first hurdle was the bus. Dave and I tried to be as discreet as we could, but people were
definitely curious. I hope they didn't notice my tapping foot. The next hurdle was Lafayette Park, which
is directly across from the White House. It was a bit easier to film here without inquisitive on-lookers,
but filming required several takes to dodge tour groups and such. When you see the footage you will also
see Dave having a bit of fun by making me film in front of a fountain! So cruel! The next leg of the trip
was around the White House. Don't be deceived - that is a LONG walk (especially in heels). Things got a
bit more difficult as we approached the opposite side of the White House, because they have the road
completely blocked and you can't WALK in the road either. That means hundreds of tourists crammed onto
a narrow sidewalk. We initially didn't know about the rule and received a quick and firm response from
the police. So much for not calling attention to ourselves. There were so many people and it was terribly
hot, so things were starting to get very uncomfortable. It was particularly irritating to have to squeeze
between people, but there was no way to make things move faster. I simply had to wait and try not to dance
around.
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PUBLIC HUMILIATION 2
28 minutes
Cassandra's description: Many B2B fans have expressed an interest in scenarios where the model has
a challenge, so Dave decided to challenge me...in a public setting. The game began, as they all do,
with the consumption of large quantities of liquid. I can't remember the exact count now (there may
be a report on the quantity in the flic), but I do recall that I had quite a bit at the house and
I continued to drink throughout the shoot. You will see the bottles piling up in the car. The
intended goal of the challenge was to reach the restroom in the store in time. The pre-established
obstacles were the long drive to the destination and the knowledge that we would arrive
approximately 15-20 minutes before the store opened. Things did not, however, go as planned. As
I've mentioned, my ability to concentrate declines sharply as I become more and more desperate to
pee. The problem was compounded by the need to pay attention while driving. The mall we visited
was completely unfamiliar to me and fairly unfamiliar to Dave, so locating the intended store did
not work out as planned. I took a wrong turn, which landed us in a somewhat more active location
than originally intended. It also put into question whether the opening time would be consistent.
We discussed the possibility that the store would not open, but many retail establishments are on
similar schedules so I hoped for the best. It didn't matter - I had already started shifting in my
seat so there were very few options. Dave had me select a spot where he could get a good shot from
a distance, because I had to walk a number of yards to the front of the store. I had on jeans, so
the level of discomfort after the drive was pretty high - jeans really put a lot of pressure on
the tummy. As I approached the store I noticed that the hours were consistent, but it did not look
like anyone was inside. In the meantime, other customers happen by to check out the window displays,
etc. You will see me trying to conceal my need, but it was probably pretty obvious (lots of pacing
and foot tapping, to be sure). At that point I made the decision that I wouldn't likely make it,
so I was going to head back to the car. That was not, however, as easy as you would think. I don't
know what compells human nature, but of ALL of the empty parking spaces available in the lot some
gentleman decided that he had to pull up in close proximity to Dave. We don't really want to have
to explain our activities, so we try to keep the camera out of sight as much as possible in public.
This forced Dave to have to stop rolling. At that point I am looking across the parking lot and my
mind is racing - where can I go to pee if I can't get back to the car? The store is in the middle
of a strip mall, so I couldn't go around to the back and the parking lot was slowly filling up with
cars and people. Oh brother. I knew I was in trouble. I tried to remain calm, thinking that the man
would simply exit his vehicle and proceed to one of the stores. No such luck. The guy actually starts
HANGING AROUND THE PARKING LOT collecting baskets and trash and stuff! It is broad daylight, so the
likelihood that I could duck behind a car without being noticed was slim. I was really worried and
the additional anxiety ramped my need to pee WAY up. FINALLY, the guy finishes up whatever it is he
is doing and he starts to walk toward the stores. I couldn't possibly wait any longer. At that point
I anticipated wetting in the car as my only alternative, but getting back to the car was a slow
process. I couldn't run because I was wearing very high heels and I didn't want to call attention
to myself because of the camera. Several cars started pulling in the lot, and a lady coming back
from the grocery had to load her car just a yard or two from where we were parked. My bladder
positively hurt with the pressure so it became increasingly difficult to walk for fear of losing
it....it was like one of those old movies where they shift the perspective and the path "stretches"
as you watch....
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MISSED_APPOINTMENT
18 minutes
Cassandra's description: We did have a lot of fun with this one. I made a real effort to really
tank up and push my boundaries and I think it paid-off. The first scenario we filmed was about a
business woman who is going to an appointment at a retail establishment. Dave had picked out a
really nice outfit - black pencil skirt, white satin blouse, garters/stockings....the works. As
we left the house, Dave mentioned that he had yet to pick out a costume element for one of the
scenarios to be filmed later in this set. He wanted my opinion and asked if I could look at some
clothing prior to this shoot. Sounded harmless enough, just a brief stop before filming. So we
started with a not-unlengthy drive to a store, where we spent quite a bit of time checking out
the various options. Finally satisfied, we stood in line to make our purchases. I had, at that
point, a brief inkling that I might be in trouble. As we stood in line I could feel the heaviness
of my bladder and the slight tug at the waistband of my garter belt. I managed to distract myself
with a little bit of banter and a keener than usual interest in the magazine rack. By the time
we arrived at the fist shoot location, I was convinced that I had beat the need to go. Feeling
somewhat confident I proceeded to the retail establishment to make my "inquiries" (yes....this
is during regular business hours). Things were going smoothly until I noticed an older gentleman
sitting in a car in very close proximity to the area in which I was starting to pace nervously.
That was a little unsettling. How long had he been watching me? Had he seen the camera? He made
some comment that, by that point, was essentially lost on my ears. All I could think about was
the fact that I was getting very uncomfortable and that there was NO WAY I could stick around
for some sort of discussion about my actions. Once my level of excitement went up, it became
horribly difficult to control my need to pee. Dave and I departed for the second portion of
the shoot and he assured me that it wouldn't be very much longer. I did not want to go in the
car because it seemed like a complete bust on many levels. In the black skirt it would have
been invisible on film and, to make matters worse, the car was a loner (I don't usually drive,
so I have no car of my own). I twitched and turned and finally had to seek a safe place to jump
out. Dave pointed to a private drive that was heavily wooded. Desperate for anything off the
busy highway, I took my chances. Wow! You are just gonna have to see this one - we couldn't
have planned better lighting. I climbed back in the car and started leaving just in time - the
owner's truck was coming down the drive as we pulled away.
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