Amber is a secretary who enjoys playing hold it games with herself, but she has always been too shy to tell anyone else of her unusual interest. When she starts dating one of her co-workers, a man she likes very much, she makes up her mind to tell him the truth when he comes over to her home to take her out for dinner. She suggests that they don't leave for the restaurant straight away so the two sit and chat for a while, with Amber sitting there dying to pee while trying to muster the courage to raise the topic she really wants to discuss. When her date goes off to use her bathroom and she hears the toilet flush, she feels a sudden surge of panic that she might actually lose control. Getting seriously desperate to attend to her bladder, Amber manages to start talking about her holding it fetish when her date returns, her speech hesitant, too embarrassed to look at him. When he says that he has no problem with it, she is enormously relieved, although not around the abdomen. Since Amber doesn't think she could hold on until they arrive at the restaurant, she decides she had better use the bathroom. When her date asks to accompany her and watch, she is delighted.

Amber has a philosophy with desperation: "I'm going to hold it until I'm bursting." She applies this philosophy whole-heartedly by holding it for a period in excess of 2 hours while drinking more than 50 fluid ounces (1.5 litres) of liquid. Amber is both eloquent and a little shy as she talks about the joy she experiences when being spanked, and how this desire for punishment and mild torture extends to holding her pee - she often sets herself chores to do when she needs the bathroom and makes herself wait until she has finished before she allows herself to gain relief. She also talks about desperate situations she has found herself in over the years, and also tells us how her bladder is feeling at various stages during this long movie. She changes outfits seven times as her desperation grows steadily more intense, her wiggling legs and distracted expression speaking volumes about the condition. We learn a lot about Amber as she holds it for us, and her final struggle to wait just a little bit longer is touching.

This is the first permission to pee style video, so the format was, as yet, untested. Amber, always concerned that she might not be able to perform, consumed large quantities of fluids that morning to reach a state of true desperation. Her willingness to set herself up for this backfired a little because we filmed a bondage video immediately prior to the desperation one, during which Amber spent some time alone tied to a chair while a second camera was used the film the other actress. It is here, while unattended and unable to get free, that Amber becomes aware of just how badly she needs to pee. It is clear from her body language and pained expressions that she is seriously bursting for a pee. This is reinforced when she admits as much and asks for production to move along briskly, warning that she might not make it to the desperation video if we don't.

By the time the permission to pee video was underway, Amber was going out of her mind trying to hold her pee, and Lily did not help at all by making her wait unnecessarily. The girls took turns in each allowing the other to pee into a small cup, then having to cut off the flow and hold it for some minutes longer. Lily herself was getting pretty desperate by this time, but her desire for relief came nowhere near the level of Amber's desperation. After enduring peeing into a small cut and stopping four times, Amber could no longer control herself, and on her next turn, overflowed the cup. The excess was not just a little, it was a veritable waterfall which just kept on coming. Laughing, probably with the immense relief, Amber continued to fill the cup repeatedly and pour it into the measuring container, peeing on the floor between times. This was Amber at the most desperate we ever saw her, or at least the most productive in the sheer volume of pee she released that morning.